My diary

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 16:17:03 GMT

Today was one of those ordinary boring days. I have a lot of work done. Now it's three o'clock and I don't feel like doing more work today.
But still some time to go. At lunch we went with a couple of collegues to the city to drink something. hm...think I did a little bit to spontaneous.
But what matters the most is that we had fun! The one thing that concerns me the most today is the fact that my boyfriend didn't here from his parents yet. And that's a bit worrying. This because today they get the results off the test they did on his grandmother. There was a possibility of cancer.. I hope this isn't a bad thing they didn't called him already but we have to stay positive untill we know for sure. I really hope everything is ok.

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 11:02:37 GMT

I haven't been here for a while now. Probably because everything is perfect the way it is, and when everything is good you don't have the longing to write it down I guess. And I started a journal in my own language witch is much easier (www.20six.nl/Nencke) At work everything is the same! Still very bored though. Luckily next week the company closes so I have a week off! yes yes!! My relationship is also perfect. Boyfriend has been away for a couples of days for work. I stayed with my parents. It was nice to be back 'home' again, but I sure do missed my boyfriend. This weekend we haven't done that much. I was feeling ill. Saturday we went to my parents, it was my fathers birthday. And yesterday we cleaned the house and went shopping. Things that have to be done when you are living on your own.I mean without parents who clean, doing the laundry, ironing your clothes, making diner foot you all the time, make sure that! everything you need is wright there to grab. But have the do all those things isn't always bad. You just grow up ...and wauw do I needed that :-)
Later at night we watch 24 in bed. Relaxed!!
And today we are back at work...

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 17:36:52 GMT

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Weekend

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 17:21:46 GMT

How was my weekend! Very good. Especially saturday. We went to a diner with a couple of friends from secondary school.
The food was delicious. I took (off course) an vegetarian spaghetti. We talked...and talked...a lot of catching up to do! And I laughed so hard even my stomach hurts. It was so good seeing those peoples again. We always had a very good bond together. That's why every one of us would like to do the last year of secondary school all over again. And to be honest how many people can say that. We really had the best time of our lives there.
After diner we went back to our 'old' school. Owkay teachers, not always my best friends so we nestle in a cosy corner with our group and talked some more. Now we said we are going to do that more often. Not wait every year until the reunion. The best part is that they also like Vince and Vince thinks they are great!
Sunday we had visitors. We tried to make it as pleasant as possible and I think we succeeded. The worst part of the weekend is when I had to say goodbye to my boyfriend who is going away for a few day for work. But so I get the change to stay with my parents. But nevertheless I am going to miss him. But he will be back at wednesday. Today I don't feel well. I feel a pain in every inch of my body. And I have a headache to. Oh and I am so tired. I think I don't sleep very well in my former bed. I am not used to It anymore. And there was no one there to hold, except my pink panter. I am thinking of going to bed much earlier to day but I suppose I don't succeed in my good intention. It never does

Also friday

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:28:37 GMT

Ow why am I so fucking tired. I have to yawn the whole time. I can hardly stay awake. Still 2 hours to go (still at work). I feel like going upstairs, where we have a showroom, and go to lie on a bed. mm wonderful! And why is there always someones birthday. No I don't want a piece of that pie. Hellow, I am on a diet here.
A little bit of support would'nt hurt you know :-) I never been that tired in a long time. Maybe I go and lay down for a while after work. But what do I need to do now to keep me awake. First of all I am going to take a cola !

afgelopen vrijdag

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 20:26:43 GMT

Yes it is friday! I am so happy. This will be the first night in ages (ok I am exaggerating) that Vince and I stay home together on a friday night. Normally I go to play the flute with the harmonically orkestra and he visits his parents. We meet each other at out apartment again at about 10 o'clock to watch 'Baantjer'. I don't know why I write things down in this journal, except me, no one is ever going to read it. And why I do it in English is a second question. But I like doing this. When I am bored at work, or I just want to rest a minute, I can relax writing things down. And maybe just because nobody is ever going to read this, it's easier to write. It is a sort off 'let of some steam' mechanism. And why in English?? Because I think that's better to improve my English. I use to go to England a lot. And when I was younger, I could speak it perfectly. But I haven't need it now for years so I have the feeling that it becomes more and more! difficult for me. Luckily my dear office-sharer John is an Englishman. But he isn't here very often. Normally once a month. In Belgium English isn't important, only French... so.
Hm, plans for this weekend... tomorrow we do to a diner with my ex-classmates and after that we go to the school reunion. I am really looking forward to it. Unfortunate a couple of me best friends of secondary school can't be there. Sunday we gets visitors. Vince's aunt and uncle.
yesterday I went shopping. I saw some nice boots I really want to buy. But they were gone. Why did I wait so long. Damn! They would have been very nice to wear under a skirt. Yes a jeans-skirt I did buy. Really nice, and short to, but I think it was the longest I have seen. Oh my God do people really wear those mini things... I SURE AS HELL DON'T. And the new collection... terrible... everything is pink or pale blue, yellow, red, orange... euh I am not a barby doll...and I am certainly not want to look like one!

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 17:31:39 GMT

I've got a mail from the VTM according to my registration for Idols 2004. That they noticed that I wasn't on the registration day but that if I send a mail with personal information I still can participate. I almost went all the way to Vilvoorde, almost waste a whole day of my weekend waiting for my turn between about 5000 people. And now they say 'doodleuk' that I just have to send something about myself. Strange people. If they haven't enough work at finding an idol between so many people. Normally I hadn't even found that mail in my mailbox. It get lost between the unwanted-mail. But something drove me to watch those yesterday. Maybe this all is a sign, maybe I just have to go... Maybe I am just the one they are looking for... whahaha. But I really want to take singing lessons first.
My boyfriend just called at my work.... he had bad news he said. I HATE IT when someone had bad news. It was about his sweet grandmother. The doctors found cancer cells :-(((. He was very upset my boyfriend. I can't be there for him now because we are miles apart. I hope everything turns out te be fine! I really hope so!

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 17:23:18 GMT

Owkay it is tuesday. How was my weekend. Fine! Great! We booked our vacation. To weeks Tenerife. Because we have to go in the summer, it is very expensive. But if we booked now we had a lot off advantageous. The hotel we booked is also very nice, lovely garden, nice swimming pool, nearby the sea.
A friend told me we really have to go and see the dolphins! I just love those and me biggest dream is to swim with one one day. But I am really glad I get to see then. Oh yeah also whales!! So I am very excited! And really looking forward to it! Beside that we went to the Atmoz. A disco nearby our home. It has been closed for three weeks to renovate the place. I haven't been there for at least a year I guess. So it was nice to be back there. I saw some friends from old times.
But I had put on some high-heeled boots what I am not used to wear because I always wear plateau-boots. The result was that at the ens of the evening I could'nt walk anymore. Now four days after I still feel an uncomfortable pain in my feet. Sunday we cleaned the appartment. And I cleaned out my closet. I put on a video off Take That, bring back some old memories. I haven't seen that video for a long long time but I still like it. hahaha. Nowadays we listen to things like Metallica and stuff who we are going to see by the way in June I think!! Going back to work now....

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 20:44:43 GMT

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Fri, 12 Mar 2004 20:31:25 GMT

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Fri, 12 Mar 2004 12:15:54 GMT

grr that stupid mail doesn't work properly... The intern mailing is working just fine, but extern... pff. I have to wait more then an hour to get one mail back from my friends. And in the meantime I am waiting ...waiting waiting... to get some news but... after pushing a 100 times on the refresh button (F9) ...still nothing...
Should I try again... euh NO. And this puritanical firm most people are blocked to go on the internet. Yep me too! Only the very very important people have that. So what am I going to do, yes you are right ...why didn't I think of it befor... I am gone make myself important here ..whahaha

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 12:14:45 GMT

Yes it is friday! I hope this day is going really really fast! I am tired and I need to sleep. yesterday we went to bed late and discussed a lot of things.
My boyfriend was a little surprised about all the things I know about computers and stuff. I don't claim that I know everything about every program on the computer, I am sorry founding that very boring, and more likely men stuff! But I do know the thing that I need to know, yes I am a born detective! That's the job I want!! Catching peoples cheating on there partners, and I think there are a lot of them! Finding out a great fraud scandal... but for now I am stocked with this job. Not that it is so bad .. at least I have a job. Never had troubles finding a job. It suprise me so many people don't find one.. Tonight I am going sporting again with my mom. Lovely lovely person!! Ok sport, it's the powerplate again but I actually gets results on that. Perfect for a lazy person like myself! After that I go to eat at my parents house because I have to be on post to play music at 8 o'clock. We have a concert at about a week or two, but I think I did'n! t get the change to participate because the day of the concert we get a visit from my boyfriends uncle. So I will miss playing themes of 'the pirates of the caribbean' hahaha.
But I am sure they are fine without me! I am looking forward to lay back in the chair with my lovely boy this evening!

almost weekend

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 16:29:47 GMT

Yesterday we went by my friend Y from work. Her husband had a problem with his DVD so my boyfriend try to help. In the meantime Y learned me how to make beans. Ok the DVD was not fixable so they have to bring it back to the store. So we sit down for a bit and talk, mostly about work. The boys said they never ever could work there. But we explained that indeed it is a very strange mentality but everyone thinks about all the vacation we have. And there's a very good mutual affiliation. We have a lot of fun at work, and to be completely honest, who does?? But on the other hand it is just like being back at kinder garden.
My boss is really satisfied with my work. And I have a really responsible job. They won't fire me so quickly because the stuff I do no one knows a shit about.
But maybe I want to do an other job! Something much more creative. My next job must be in the Netherlands I guess because there is everything much more relaxed. So I think I just start working now. Heaps of work laying in front of me... Also think I have to go to bed much earlier to day.....Keeping that thought

hopla

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 16:10:04 GMT

Today it was a very impressive day. Normally I am really bored at work, but this time, I did'nt know what to do first. Frustrating but also exciting.
Also positive is that time passes by very very quick. Talk to boss to discuss my job description. He told me that the company will start with function conversations. I think that is a really good idea. Most companies already have those kind off thing. When something is disturbing me at least i get the change to tell. Boss said he was very satisfied about me doing my job! Thats nice to hear because he is very very very much a perfectionist. And maybe I get te change to go on a French course. Owkay I can handle the thing in French at my job but I really want to know it better. Maybe I just want to know and do to much...

Waiting waiting and waiting...

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 20:48:24 GMT

Went to sport with my mother...euh sport..the powerplate..amazing thing..you don't have to make you tired. Just the thing for me hahaha. Now I am waiting for my boyfriend to call. He has a meeting so I stay with my parents untill he gets home. Owww there he is.. hehe I am going home to my lovely boy now.

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 17:14:52 GMT

Today I really don't feel like working. I am sorry company but I had it with you guys.
I am bored. Strange because I have so much to do, but it doesn't interest me anymore.
I am at the service that deals with the complains. That service exist out 3 persons.
The quality-manager, Responsible - Quality person and I .
It is a big firm so there are a lot of complains . But we handle it ok. But I am here now for 2 years here in this company and it is really getting bored.
I need variation. I am thing about following an other high schoolcourse. Maybe from home. I want to learn a lot. Not to stand still, what I am doing now.
But the main reason to stay here is easy. I have wonderful colleagues here whom some off them become really good friends. I love them !! They are great!
An off course the holidays. We have..so many vacation here... How can I ignore that. The payment is not really to write home about but it isn't bad at all.
But I always want more! My Boyfriend and I are planning to go on an holiday this summer so I need a lot of money :-)
Next year we made a wonderfull but expensive trip to Fuerteventura. It was an amazing country. This year we are thinking about two weeks Tenerife or Costa Del Ameria or something like that . But because we have to go in July or august (I have fout weeks vacation then) it is very expensive. But we need that two weeks of relaxing on a warm hot and steamy beach! Who woudn't hey... We can also go and sit on our own terras from our luxury appartment but that we can do the whole summer can't we? We have a nice patch of grass at out appartement where we will organise a lot off barbecue in the summer! A vegetarian barbecue for me offcourse. :-) Ow I am really looking forward to the summer! I hate this cold weather. The only thing I love about the winter is that it is dark very soon. I found it very cosy to lie in the chairs cuddling with my dear boyfriend... mmmmm And with this thought I am going back to work !! :-) Did I mentioned boring work! ??? hahaha

Goshi

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 16:29:42 GMT

What a weekend. I haven't been to the registration-day ... but I decided to take singing-lessons, so maybe I can sing in a band or something.We went bowling this weekend with my friends. First we went to a restaurant. Nice. And for one time I really scored ad bowling...YES. My friends went to a disco but my boyfriend and I went home. Sunday we went to my parent. Today..pff going to work again. I mailed a lot especially with my boyfriends sister N. We didn,t really felt like working. Also mailed with my sweetheart. Maybe we going to take music lessons also. I have a diploma off music school and I also play the flute for 14 years now but I wanted to do more, maybe playing the guitar. But what I really really want to do is playing the jembee(or how do you spell it). yes yes yes :-)

confused

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 19:34:21 GMT

I am tinking if i should go to the registration day for 'idool 2004'on saturday. My friend say I really have to do it but I don't have the nerves I think ...

Valentine

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 16:43:16 GMT

Valentines day was perfect. My dear boyfriend Vince mad it a wonderful day. I love you my dearest xxx

dumdidum

Tue, 03 Feb 2004 19:08:17 GMT

Ow I really hate today! I hate my job! I hate standing up early in the morning! I hate I hate I hate! I want to study again so I can find an other job or a job where I get pay more day here. So I started looking for some courses I can do. I asked some information about a few studies. Also the study my boyfriend did. Maybe he can help me if I starts that. This is the first time in two years I don't feel satisfied with my job. Maybe it will go away, I don't now.
I want a job where I can go on the internet whenever I want. Now I don't have connection with the internet. If i can be any worse today my email doesn't work well. I sent my boyfriend several mails but I get lots of mails why I don't answer his mails.. grrrrrrr I DID!!! So I hope I can mail my sweet and adorable boyfriend soon!!

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Sad...

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 17:22:49 GMT

Today started very well. My colleague and I laugh the whole time with I think everything. Then suddenly my dear Friend and colleague from the Netherland s(sales representative) come to me and said goodbye, for good. he resined the firm. I was totally blast away..

Weekend

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 17:17:11 GMT

It was a terrible week. I felt sick all the time. yesterday I had a migraine. But i am better now. My friend Yolanda and I laughed a lot at work today. Now I am with my parents. At 8 o'clock I go to play the flute and after that I go home. To my boyfriend. Maybe we go out with friend. But I am happy just laying in his arms :-)Thank God it is weekend

Monday again

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 17:13:44 GMT

I am feeling not so well today. I have a 'I hate monday feeling' you know. What was it hard to get out of bed this morning.
But the weekend was very relaxing actually. Friday we watched tv. Saturday I did the laundry. We went shopping. A lot of different stuff now because I started with a Ying-Yang diet. Probably I was'nt in balance and my kidneys doesn't work like they should. It is going to be hard but I will feel better within a couple of weeks so.. Gladly I don't have to eat meet because I am a vegetarian :-)
At the evening we watched a movie 'Daddy's day care'. Nice film! Yesterday we cleaned the house because we had some visitors later on. It was a nice afternoon. We showed some holiday pictures. By the way I want to book a vacation as soon as possible! Last year we went to Fuerteventura. Beautiful island. Good for peoples who needs a rest. if you looking for a party holiday, please stay away!
Now it is monday and we are back at work. I hate it when i have to tag along after people. I waited for a couples of days now to get an answer from the industrial designer from the firm. I need some explanations with a report I am working at. This morning I called her again to ask if she had the time to go true my report an give me some more info. Oh she was very busy but wait she will look for a moment. Ok she sais that she couldn't add something. So now a have a very short report about that stupid new model so I am getting frustrating! But hell who gives a fuck.. It isn't my fault wright.
I hope the rest of the day thing will improve!

Weekend

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 17:20:43 GMT

Yesterday evening my boyfriend came back from his course. We were very glad to see each other again! We went to bed early because we were both tired. This morning I did’t feel like going to work. Pf Still one day to go. Tomorrow I am going to sleep soooooooo long!!
At my work it is a little bit bored again. The French director asked me something against headache. I gave him something what I had in my purse but I always take it for migraine so...
To be sure i called the pharmacist I she said it’s ok. But I gave him some paracetamol's later.
I hope he understood me because my French is very bad and his english isn’t so well.. And it is such a nice and charming man so I don’t want him to feel more bad.
Tonight I go to a docter to see if I am to much Ying or to much Yang. :-S It sound weird I know, but I did it before and then I was’nt in balance so I had to follow a kind of diet. And it helpt! Mostly I am very tired and have no energy at all. Maybe it is also because I don’t eat meet. I am an vegetarian for a couple of years now. That dokter can tell me everything but not that I have to eat meet because i won’t Simple! Normally I play the flute aty friday evening with a harmonical orchestra but tonight my dear boyfriend wants to spend some time together because we were separated a few day. So thats fine by me because I missed him to.
I hope it will be weekend very soon

looking back

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 16:52:45 GMT

Today, a new day. I woke up at my parents home, I slept very well. It feels good to be back in my ‘old’ bed. But I am so tired. Yesterday evening I went out for dinner with my mother. Afterwards we drunk something. I do miss my boyfriend a lot but it is also nice to spend some time with my parents again.
Today the day started with a meeting. A new model off furniture came out of production so we had to discus that. I am very busy at the moment.
I hope i have the time someday to work a little bit on the lay-out of this diary but I doubt it.
So for now we do it this way, ok!
Tonight a going to visit a friend I know for years. Because I live now in an other town I don’t see her very often. So tonight when I am back in my home-town I am going to have a nice chat with her. Yeah sometimes I really miss our funny conversations, we always do stupid things together. With her I can be a little child for a while and forget for a moment that I am an adult now. Don’t anyone ever miss that lovely time when we were children, no worries, no job we have to do to pay our lifes. Just running around, being funny. Doing the foulest things and not being laught at.. Don’t have any responsibilitys....to be nursed by our lovely lovely parents
But I am not in that faze anymore.. I life in a beautiful appartment, with my lovely boyfriend, I have a very responsible job, a nice car I have to pay assurence and other stuff for. I have to cook, have to clean, have to pay bills, .. . Nancy, you grow up my dear....